You know when someone asks you how you are.... And without thinking you say 'Good'? Well this week... I'm not so good. I'm tired... And thanks to the crazy amount of hormones and drugs I'm injecting myself with I'm pretty bloody sensitive too... I hate how I feel... The last 4 embryo transfers didn't work... So we're back to egg collection... A horrible process which culminates in a day surgery and hopefully lots of good quality eggs. Actually I'd settle for another egg like Harry please...
He really is a 'Good Egg' in the old sense! Today he had his first fight, he didn't start it... Sone kid wanted his toy... Pushed him around... Glad to say he won!,, but I digress...
I know a ridiculous amount of pregnant people... Up to double digits now... And I am really happy for them... Truly... I'm just tired of it not being me... I hate how I feel... Some people say, text and post the most insensitive things sometimes... But how could they possibly know that? So here's to the new cycle... And not feeling so Meh all the time... I probably shouldn't post this... But I will because I think I need to be able to come back one day And see how things were.
